Saturday, 20 November 2010

Heartbroken

No, my new romance hasn't yet been short lived, but it seems to be the last straw for another relationship in my life.

PD and I may have broken up two years ago, but our lives have been very much entangled as we have supported each other emotionally and financially he has more than just contributed to his daughter, he has afforded me flexibility.

So maybe I shouldn't even have looked for another guy, maybe I should I have ensured I was fully independent first, but I just didn't think like that.

And now the timing of this breath of fresh air and hope and happiness in my life, seems to have overnight blown away any semblance of a friendship with PD.

And that makes me sad, very sad.

My timing couldn't have been worse, and I can't help feeling perhaps I should wait until both PD and I are in a better place.

And that too would make me sad, very sad.


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4 comments:

Mine said...

I have every faith that you will get through this too, in time. Mine xxx

Kat - Housewife Confidential said...

I am so sorry, I have always admired the way you two remained friends as parents. I really hope a little time returns you both to that friendship x

Anonymous said...

Just hang on to the hope and happiness and put the past away where it belongs. Your gift is now, that is why it is called the present!

Carrie said...

Never lose that hope, light is always in the end of the tunnel=)